What do u see

When u close your eyes what do u see honestly!? Lots of times I see dragons that fly high in the sky! Or sometimes stars just floating by! Swimming with whales is my favorite watching the sails of the boat from that perspective is what I've manifested! But eyes open what am I left with? Sad realities of these normalities! I never wanna wake up I wanna stay here in my creations mind set in rotation!